Friday, 14 October 2011 ● 12:18
I'm actually proud of something. All these while, I've been thinking of something not worth thinking actually. At last, I found the exact answer from Baby.As I was thinking, I thought her previous relationship of a few years gave her the best relationship all the time. Turned out, I was wrong. She wasn't as happy as she's being in a relationship with me now. I was relieved. See, it's not worth thinking about it. I was too paranoid about our relationship. I kept thinking whether I gave all my best to her. She said, I did but I didn't feel that I gave the best at all.
Things changed. A lot. I wouldn't wanna say drastically as our relationship took alot of time to settle with things. Like arguments & all. Alhamdulillah, things totally changed for a good cause. We took alot of effort to change the way we see things in a relationship.
The both of us are very happy with each other now. We spend time as usual. We seldom quarrel nowadays. We just bring in all the happiness we need in the relationship.
No laughter = No happiness.
To be honest, I never been this happy in my relationship. People always said this,
"There's gonna be a honeymoon period for the 1st few months. After 6mths, there's gonna be quarreling everywhere & things turn sour. Eventually, broke up."
Which I obviously NEVER trust all these. Tell me, if you're gonna trust all these, it'll happen in the end. Well to me, you're not enjoying every part of the happiness in the relationship cause your mind has been corrupted with those words. That's why it happened.
In my past relationship, I was happy at 1st but that happiness turned into a frown when things getting sour & sour. I never care that much at all. Eventually, I asked for a split cause I don't even feel anything in the relationship.
But whatever it is, I love my Girlfriend a lot.
Be jealous bitches! Okay no. Not true :)
Tuesday, 6 September 2011 ● 01:08
So, when's the last I last blogged down here? Well, that's months ago. I'm just plain lazy to update as there's nothing interesting to update thou.Now the I'm gonn update it since Girlfriend did asked me when will I update the blog so now, it's my free time to update it, so I shall.
Life's kind boring since I've yet to start work after my Medical Leave. I'll start work when Girlfriend will start her soccer practice again. So now, I'm just gonna spend my days with her.
Like seriously, I've got nothing to blog anymore. I'm all blanked. It'd be good if you read my tumblr.
xsungjoo.tumblr.com
Oh yeah, I'm a proud lesbian & I love my Girlfriend really much. I'M FUCKIN' DONE HERE :\
Monday, 25 July 2011 ● 23:57
Too busy with life. Too busy with work. Too busy with everything. & I didn't had any chance to blog. 23rd July, 2011. It's our 1st romantic date. It's our 1st NDP preview fireworks at MBS.
Fetched Girlfriend at 1300hrs & off to City Hall. As usual, we'd be laughing our ass off everywhere. Hey, we're just too comfortable with each other. I doubt people think that we're a couple. I know, we're attached but when we're outside, we don't even look like a couple. More of a best friends.
We dropped by City Hall to buy our Garrette Popcorn & I planned to have a slow walk with Girlfriend to MBS since the both of us love that so much but we had to take the train to Promenade. Upon reaching Promenad, we had to buy a drink cause the weather was hot. To be honest, both of us is quite a heavy drinker. We tend to go thirsty quick. & one bottle of Green Tea is never enuff! We regretted that we didn't bought 2. Place was crowded. As usual. So, our slow walk started from Promenade to MBS. Took our time to walk really slow & we were talking about wedding photos. Hahaha. Well, that was for us to know.
Reached MBS, we settled down & I was enjoying the popcorn. Yeah, I was totally like a small kid enjoying popcorn. Some picture taking. Had our laughs & we patiently waited for NDP Preview. We only wanted to watch fireworks. As usual, it's crowded. We hate crowds. We had the most romantic nights ever. Well, Girlfriend got what she wanted. Kiss during the fireworks. The fireworks was amazing this year. We really love it a lot.
We headed back to Yew Tee to have our late dinner/supper. Poor Girlfriend.She hadn't eat anything since morning. After our late dinner/supper, we had to go on our separate ways.
Gonna meet Girlfriend tomorrow. Been missing her so much. I'll be satisfying her cravings tomorrow & I'm sure she's gonna be the happiest girl :)
Sunday, 17 July 2011 ● 03:15
It's been a long time since I last updated my blog. Well, it's either I'm too busy for all these, I didn't use the laptop or I didn't even bother to blog about anything that has been happening to my life. Easy as that.Since girlfriend reminded me to blog, I shall blog then. I did mentioned that girlfriend's going for an Op. Well, she did & everything was fine. Alhamdulillah. Basically, we're doing very fine. & yeah, I love her everyday. Never stop what I'm doing. Girlfriend remember this, never stop being an awesome girlfriend alright :)
Work, I've been too busy with work till I didn't have enuff time with girlfriend but I still made time for her. I should say, she's the most amazing, understanding & she has the patience to endure my attitude. Nevertheless, she's always the best among the rest :)
Girlfriend's the best :)
Additional note;
Today's our 1st. So, this is for you.
Girlfriend, I know sometimes I made you mad. Either playing or for real. I even made you cried. You should know, I never meant to do all those. I know, I'm not perfect but in your eyes, I am perfect to you. I can never be perfect & no human is actually perfect. Because of you, I'm not afraid to fall in love again. Cause I know, you will never wanna hurt me in any way. I'm sorry for the tears you've cried because of me. I never wanna see you cry at all but yeah, I did. I know you said that you cried cause you never wanna lose me & you love me but a lady like you, smiling is the best. When you smile, I smile too. I wanna give you love that you never had before. Treat you better than your ex. Love you more than you love me. You've been very patient with me. Very understanding with everything. You're just an awesome girlfriend. Never I can find another lady like you.
After all that has happened, I still love you girlfriend :)
Additional note;
Today's our 1st. So, this is for you.
Girlfriend, I know sometimes I made you mad. Either playing or for real. I even made you cried. You should know, I never meant to do all those. I know, I'm not perfect but in your eyes, I am perfect to you. I can never be perfect & no human is actually perfect. Because of you, I'm not afraid to fall in love again. Cause I know, you will never wanna hurt me in any way. I'm sorry for the tears you've cried because of me. I never wanna see you cry at all but yeah, I did. I know you said that you cried cause you never wanna lose me & you love me but a lady like you, smiling is the best. When you smile, I smile too. I wanna give you love that you never had before. Treat you better than your ex. Love you more than you love me. You've been very patient with me. Very understanding with everything. You're just an awesome girlfriend. Never I can find another lady like you.
After all that has happened, I still love you girlfriend :)
Thursday, 30 June 2011 ● 23:14
Girlfriend's gonna go for her operation next 2 weeks. I'm just hoping for the operation to be successful. I am never ready to leave her in whatever situations God's gonna gimme in the future. I know, I will never move on. We discussed about it last 2 days & Doc only gave her 2 choices & thank God, Doc gave her another choice which is to me, more safer. But still, anything can happen to her.
Next week, I'm gonna be really busy with work & I doubt I got enuff time for Girlfriend. Will be sleeping early again just for work. Maybe, just maybe, I'll be meeting her after work. 2 days work, 1 day off & 2 days work again. Tuesday, I'm having therapy but I'm gonna change the appointment soon.
Girlfriend & I was talking about something lately. Well, that was waaaaaaaaay in the future. She really wanted me to bear 3 Korean kids for her. Reason for I'm the only one bearing the kids, it'd be a secret. Well, the way we planned it, it was funny but we did had our laughs about it. The reason she wanted Korean kids is, 1stly, she is half Korean. & 2ndly, she find Korean babies cute.
Girlfriend has been there for me all the time. She's been supporting me with everything. Thanks baby :)
Tuesday, 28 June 2011 ● 02:09
Ah life. Worked for 3 days, seriously tired but I enjoyed work so much. Yes, I neglected my girlfriend for sleeping damn early & she was bored as she has no one to text. Aww! As I kept waking up so early for work & slept at 10pm. So damn early but yeah, I'm not working this whole week. But it'd be the same if my colleague couldn't work on Wed, Thurs & Fri. Again, I have to neglect girlfriend for the meantime. Well, I didn't meant to neglect her thou. Just hoping I won't be working for 3 days straight again this week!
Next week, I prolly gonna be damn busy with work. For the next 3 months. Aish! What to do. Just work but yeah, I doubt I'm gonna have time with girlfriend when I'm gonna be busy with work. Well, she's gonna start her attachment soon. In fact, both of us gonna busy with work.
What's next in my shopping list? Esprit jacket that cost me $170. I'm so gonna get it. Damn, I do look good in that jacket. Soon, I'm going shopping again & my fashionista girlfriend's gonna follow me. She's the one picking up the what's suitable for me. SHOPPING SOON BABY! :)
Wednesday, 15 June 2011 ● 23:28
You know how must I really miss my Korean Lady? A lot. On my hand, it's her lucky charm necklace. I'm holding it really tight. Aish! Time's seriously flying really sloooooooooooooow tonight.Been listening to Avril Lavigne's When You're Gone. Why am I so emo tonight?
No matter what I' gotta be really patient. Mr. Thursday, just come quick. That's all I wanted.
